Went to Kyle's place as a last resort and played Fatal Frame 2. Was supposed to meet EJ in Starbucks but called, saying that he has cramps (tama ba?) and can't come. Had an exposure trib that gave me no choice but to wake up early.

That was Saturday.

Woke up at 1200 hrs. Got a brown/blackout at 1500 in the middle of a Dune 2000 practice game. Biked around to kill time. went back home to discover that we had to go to Sanville and Valley Road to meet our grandparents. Electricity came back only minutes before we left home.

And that was Sunday.

I told myself exactly a week ago that NOTHING was to ruin this particular weekend. Bullshit.

"A person can write the best poetry when he's horribly depressed."
-Constantino Smith, a gothic wacko.

I'm losing reason to blog. Foolish me. The blog's too public. There are too much that I hide. Too much. Too much. To an extent that the blog could be considered as void. Well, it could be an exaggeration. Besides, no one's commenting anymore. Why? Can't you relate to my entries? Are you too busy within those two (est.) weeks? Do you hate my guts? Do I hate yours? Do I not visit you to the point that you can't remember me because you can't see me in your comments area or tagboard? Whatever the reason is, it won't matter.

Why should it? Besides, if you really care...

"And I'm proud that Dom didn't dominate me today. Well, almost. He was unable to convince me to let him play. I was instead doing my own pile of shit. Hah. I felt the guilt but none of my mercy."

I'm starting not to.

You're a Candle. Candles are somwhere around the
lines of tortured artists. Your are unique, but
usually upset about things. You might not have
any friends, and you burn alone. Depression can
overwhelm you tend to thinks life can sucks. It
can, but try to break free from the painful
side of life. You are an intelligent person and
should show what your capabilities are.

What random object are you? Many detailed outcomes - find out about your personality!
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God, it just came to my mind that I lost some stuff - again! A 0.7 Gel pen which I had to buy once again and a ruler. And Marc won't destroy my fourth pair of scissors. First was lost in CMLI, second ws lost by EZ, third was damaged by Marc himself, and the fourth one is still intact.

I may have said this before, but still, here goes. The stuff lost in CMLI...

1. A blue gel pen
2. A pair of scissors
3. My pair of glasses
4. Charger
5. 72 shots (Don't lend your camera to anyone, except for your fellow family members. Of course. A camera may be equivalent to the whole family.)
6. The mood to go to the next convention.

By the way, stop requesting me to staple your stuff using my wires that have the color violet before I staple it up your ass!

Andami naman problema ng mga tao...

Si Kyle, may problema.
Si Migs, may problema. May sakit na nga, pumasok pa rin. Ayan. 14/25 sa English quiz. Dalawang/Tatlong 60% sa recitation. At kung ano pang mga banat. ('Pag nakita kita bukas at nakahiga ka lang sa table mo, sasabihin ko sa mundo na me sakit ka!)
Si Paolo (Intud), may problema. Mas malala yung kaso niya sa mga pens kaysa sa ako. Andami niyang nawawalang pens. Mga limang period pa lang ang lumipas, nawala na niya. Nabayaran nga niya, pero nung nanghiram muli siya kanina, tinarayan ko.
Si EJ, may problema. Gusto pa niyang magkita-kits sa Starbucks sa Saturday. 'La lang. 'Yokong pumunta eh. Alam niyo naman ako. Favorite pastime ang tambay sa bahay. Pero no choice. Para sa script 'to. 'Wawa nga si EJ eh. Siya lang yata nagtatrabaho para sa script. Putang ina, gago talaga yung kapwa script-writer niya. Hahah. O, ta's daw baka hindi siya mag-blog ng tatlong buwan. (Shit, tama ba spelling no'n?)
Isang partikular na tipon ng mga kaibigan ko, may problema. Pero mukhang ayos na... Mukhang.

You care alot for your friends but sometimes forget
about yourself. This makes you a really
generous friend but there is a such thing as to
much of a good thing. Your constantly putting
others needs above your own and are very
selfless. Your generosity can sometimes get you
in bad friendship where some one uses you. Your
a great person just remember to look out for
you!

Are you a good friend???
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I hate myself.

Next version will be released BEFORE Febuary. Light blue/sky blue/cyan is the negativity of red. If you don't have a date on the 14th of Febuary, and/or you just hate Valentines', wear maong pants and a light blue shirt. The colors are totally out of the occasion! Hey, I'm gonna do that.

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Ah... lots of music revelations. Had a mystery track in Tiberian Sun's "scores.mix", recorded a Gameboy music - Crayon Shin Chan 4! I fell in love with that music! Along with a lot more.

Like what I said in the previous post, O, labasan na ng emotion. But before I do, I would just want to say thank you to Quito for telling me that I should choose a side than not choosing and playing it safe. Though it seems that he was trying to convince me to be on his side (well, there is a chance), it made sense.

Ano pa 'yon... Oh yeah. Two more things. First, Megaman 6 music seems to be cursed. Two, no one is going to ruin my vacant weekend. Yes, that's 24-25 of January. No one. If something did, and after an hour, not even a percent of completion is done for that purpose, I would leave imediatelly. Sorry, mga apat na baliw na naka-pula nung Jan 18. Wala naman tayong nagawang fruitful eh. Walang Asian foreigner sa QCMC. Walang nagawang layout para sa Filipino. Pinahirapan niyo pa si Nny. Pero okey lang, may nakwento din naman siya sa 'kin eh. Mahalaga din. Family issue.

Megaman 6 music really seems to be cursed.

Robinsons' was nice. EJ's molars story doesn't scare me anymore - All of my teeth are intact and no extraction was initialized! Next check-up schedule? Febuary 14! Then Nny told me the roads would be jammed by vehicles on that day and I moved it a week after. So Feb. 14 is a Saturday... Better tell Kyle and Ven.

I got a lot of cargo from the Galeria (spelling?). A pair of rubber shoes to start with. World Balance. Well, I ain't brand-conscious. I'm more of... picky. When it comes to blank CDs, that's when the brand and megabyte-capacity should be analyzed. For the case of my own CD player.

Along with the pair are earphones and a new battery for my beloved 3210. Now all I need is an additional P300 so I can buy myself some load and I'm done...

Cool. I can draw an outline of an M60 main battle tank. The Sherman's design sucks. I should find a Panzershreck.

Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz.

O, labasan na ng emotion.

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For all the readers out there, I have a favor. Just answer a single question with a "yes" or "no" - When you pray, are you sincere? If you don't pray at all, tell me too! Thank you.

Okey, here's the meat of the blog. Um... what's for me to say? Oh yeah. Ez rocks. But his addiction to Ragnarok turns him into sand. Hahahaha!

I'm done with my activities. I had to bring Tiberian Sun to school just to listen to it. No installations necessary. Just GAP132, "scores.mix" and I'm all done.

How nice to see. EZ plays Pocket Tanks. That's what will make him shine again!

Mike's going crazy.

Okey, that's enough, but the last one: Game OSTs rock.

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Just done with the activities. All right.

By the way, no one should say what the contents of my blog would be.

Gon reminds me of Tracy and Killua reminds me of Kimmy... Or is it the other way? God, they kick ass... Hahahaha!

Animè music was probably one of the causes of making me appreciate game OSTs - BGM aspect. I could understand less than one percent of what the heck these people are singing. I rely (spelling? God, I told you I suck at common sense) on the tome of the music and voice to determine the mood. Emotion. Feeling.

Right now, it's more of a combination of depression, hope and love. Those are the best songs when you're alone. Of course. Weird. Neon, track 15 'to ng CD na pinahiram mo sa 'kin.

Uh-oh... You're dead. Thoughts are gathering and I'm already typing!

• I may have said this before: Sometimes, I want to be a girl. Of course, that is extremely different from being homosexual.
• The weekend was spent with of Chemical Missle madness, Artilery bombardment, Titan sorties, Orca Fighter storms, bike thieveries (spelling?), sub-machinegun sweepings, and vigilante chasing.
• And DAMN, the weekend was extremely fast.
• It's 0000 hrs - five hours before my supposed bedtime and at least two hours before I'm supposed to be out of my bed.
• Federico is back to the Pascual workgroup. That means the appearance of Volume VIII and the update of my data CD.
• I'm sleepy.
• Oh my God! Kyo Kara Asu E! Is the title right? Anyway... The good ol' days...
• I still have to hunt down Tobira, including the one sung by Kurapica and Leorio and the karaoke version, Kaze Muki ga Kattara, Mashou no Tenshi, Inori and Dancin' Yooderunaito. Hahahaha!

Before I terminate this entry, let me just plug this person for no reason. No, I'm not mad at her. Nor am I in love with her. Just like what I said - no reason. And let me plug this page originally downloaded on December 10, 2003. Thank God for that virus.

I guess today's entry should be compiled with a <ul>.

• There is no fairness in the world. That's why I hate it. Life and the world.
• Today's Geom(etry) lesson was fortunately easy to understand.
• Oh, and something happened in AP...

*AP period. It was a one-on-one between students who are racing to three which is equivalent to 90% recitation grade. It's a battle between Alarilla and Beltran(?)*
Mr. Dizon: Ano ang itinatag na grupo ni Saint Ignatius of Loyola?
*"Mr. Bejar's group?", sabi ni sir. Heheh.*
*5...4...3...2...1..*
Mr. Dizon: Sige, Pascual?
Rico: Sir, Jesuits?
Mr. Dizon: Jesuits! Plus two.
Rico: Yes!
*No one else reacted to my gain*
*After a single second of that non-reaction, the class laughed.*

Okey, on with the list.

• I though my additional grade in THE went to the project. Instead, it was a +1 in the 19 slash 45 I got in the periodic exam. Oh well.
• Our project in Filipino's cool! Your own newspaper! Uh-oh... We won't choose our members... Fellow Claretians, I'm sure of it! Ms. Abancia told us that the selection of members is alternate in the quarters. In the first quarter (Likha-awit), we were the one who chose. In the second quarter (Florante at Laura singing), the members were decided with a count-off. In the third quarter (Florante at Laura play), we chose again. See?
• Speaking of projects, I think I know our project in AP.
• I am waiting for Friday, but am not waiting for the next one.
• The UZI and the Desert Eagle are contributions of Israel to the world, therefore it is a part of our report.

That's it.

Hopefully, after that damn report, I have nothing to worry about anymore.

As a scriptwriter, my field of tasks is (or is it "are"?) done after January 26. But I must complete my first objective by next... Monday?! Woah. I thought January 12 was a Tuesday. Oh well. Problem is I don't know what my resources are. The Net doesn't seem to be as reliable as back then.

Good news: Filipino Periodical exam. 1st quarter-failed. 2nd quarter-passing grade. 3rd quarter-one percent above the passing grade. Oh yeah. And two card-grade points deducted from the third when compared to the second.

I knew I'm gonna get shit in the third quarter...

Going to the good news in school...

Ano'ng pagkakaiba ng hotel at motel?
Sa hotel, tirahan 'yon ng mga turista.
Sa motel, tirahan 'don!

'Tang ina talaga'ng mga jokes ni Mr. Dizon... hahahaha!

And if in a one-eighth index card, you saw no grade in the first, third and fourth quarter, had a +1 in the second quarter, used a black pen as borders for each quarter, that's mine.

Fortunately, Mr. Dizon really shuffles the cards this time. Fortunately, I didn't see mine. And I don't want to see it tomorrow.

Going to more bad news in school...

It's really confusing if Ms. Abancia really issued that conduct slip to Gian (Vidamo). My opinions are more of majority in "joke time" than "dead serious" 75%-25%.

Cool. Just fifteen minutes of Audio time left and I'm ready to make Volume VIII. And I've got a playlist to fill the gap.

Game OSTs are still the best.

Here's to end the entry. Once I arrive at home, I sleep. The alarm clock is set between 0200 and 0300 hrs. I wake up at that time. And I don't sleep until I come back from school.

(after two hours of archive-lurkin)

O, tara EJ, Starbucks tayo! 'Nyeta. Wala lang. I have much more to say, but I worry about you. Not specifically EJ, but to all the people wasting precious time just to read this. Well at least consuming time while reading this has more purpose than playing Ragnarok.

Sorry. I just hate it.

On the first day of classes, Mark was on my left, Carl (Cabasal) was on my face, and EZ was in his natural position - to my right. Their topic? Ragnarok. My words in the mind? Fucking shit! My action? two steps to leave my current position and five more to move to a new area and have another conversationalist in a currently existing discussion. Finally, the topic was about fireworks and how to use them than just lighting the fuse and watch it blow to no bits at all.

Same day, Recess, Marble tables (somehow turned to be aka Session Hall... weird.). Javier, Ruecca, Mendiola, Ong and I were on the same table. Their topic? Ragnarok. My words in the mind? God dammit! My action? Increase food consumption rate and evacuate premises asap. I was successful (spelling?). I started to eat five minutes after the period started and arrived in the classroom five minutes before English time. Unnatural (spelling?) speed.

Okey, this is the assured end of the entry. I better take a bath and get ready to go to hell.

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Oh, look, a hands-on activity in <frameset>. Hah! Took me only less than two minutes to finish it, with the whole period provided. Oh no, I forgot to make two more activities. Hah. Just change a word two times, save each in a different file, and it's time to sleep.

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It's only two periods and I, myself, have a lot to tell. Our first homework of the year? What is a frame? Give an example of a code which includes frames. Piece a' shit.

But no one said I'll tell the lot I have.

Dammit, just when I was sleeping way earlier than the time I would feel sleepy... I woke up in the middle of it. Probably because of this fucking headache. The only medicine with Paracetamol on this case is Defebrol and Tuseran Forte. Nny would normally give me Decolgen. So... desperate measures. Tuseran Forte down my stomach.

In Tiberian Sun, there are three tracks who have a length of 4:08 and four tracks with the length 4:03. Interesting.

The Christmas Break ends like any other break. At first, I play tons of games, at the middle, I get bored, and at the close end, I find something good to play! Sucks. I've considered Tiberian Sun as a game that doesn't work ever since I first installed it... way back then. Through the game, I discovered that wiping the data part of the disk with alcohol on a piece of cloth would help. I started to play, and would take a while for me to end.

So break's gonna end in around 24 hours. I'd bet in English, we'd require to write a composition about our break. Let me repeat: School sucks.

(after two hours of surfin'...)

Well, the Tuseran worked. And I think I better disconnect already.

She actually went to the concert in Miriam back in the fair.
She thinks no one has lost her friendship.
She made me realize that "Dashboard Confessionals" is actually a band (so much for asking EJ...).
She said I don't know about me, but I'm not falling in love. One, because I think I'm too young, and two, because I don't allow myself to and hit the spot.
She has indirectly given a definition of "feeling empty".
She forwards her portable timekeeper by an hour and a fourth. (Nah, that's me.) She writes like a girl (because she is a girl... Hwehwehwehwe.).
She writes really girlish despite the fact that she is a girl (no offense, if a ton to spare).
She writes primarily on rants and deliver it real' good. (Oh yeah.)
She used Dreamweaver (spelling?) for her blog layout. (To the incinerator for Dreamweaver and FrontPage! The Notepad is the Master!) She requests people to sign the guestbook to the same extent a person requests people to create a testimonial for him/her (exaggeration).
She made me hungry. (Not really. Just hungry.) She knows EJ.
She knows Mara.
She may know Carla.
She may know Rina.
She may know me.
She may not remember me.
She has no literate reason to remember me ('tis weird to link "literate" with "reason")
She has killed around an hour of reading three-month long (or is it three month-long?) archives of blog material.

She is Sabs Bengzon.

And it's EJ's fault that I wrote this part of the blog (Nilagay mo pa kasi yung link sa blog niya eh - Heheh.)

My dark blue leather organizer thingy is missing. God... Fortunately, the comics archive is still with Migs.

It was realized lost after the APII Japanese' group's video making. The said material is not between EZ's and my table as its regular position in school. Theory has it that it's still in Migs' residence. Migs has proclaimed that it is not within their residence. Tty, as primary witness of the material since he was the source of it, has not seen it around. Final theories are: It is still in Migs' residence, it is lost in the nothingness, or something else.

You'll see more of these (opens a new window) on Version 3. (510x770, estimated 50 kbs) (And forgive the extremely unacceptable handwritting. It's in my nature) I removed the light green colors on the color palette so you wouldn't see the grid lines on the Maths notebook that I drawn on. But what the heck. It's a stick-figure comic strip. Yet it still rocks! I got the title of the comics from Battle Realm's "Winter of The Wolf". Hahahaha!

For my fellow II-SMP peoples, this may be familiar to you. :D